Sunday, May 11, 2014

It's been long since I've wrote
Grammar
Punctuation
Perfection
Art
Imperfection
Am I still able to write??
Have all things I've written be worth a public's view?
What makes something worth reading?
What gives you the right to have someone stop and take in
Words, thoughts.

We have a voice
Do I have things to say?
Let it be things worth the voice I have.
But first, I like time to stop and listen.
I like time to understand and ask.

Pray tell me
Pray, that I'll stop.

Stories.
I love stories.
They are what makes the world.

Sunday, May 4, 2014

written may 2012
written may 2012

thrill in love

a room will be filled with shrills of scream
hearts will be pounding
the ear yearning to hear
a love story
what can be more beautiful than to fall in love
each one have their way to express the moment and emotion but they know their words much disqualify the real thing.
its like a continuum, narration at 5 and moment at 10
falling in love, who wouldn’t want that yet there are many ‘failed’ relationships
how there be such a thing, how can it be fake
how can there incidents the girl feels all the firework and the other party did not, merely knowing how to play the game
isn’t it mutual? dun u need a matchstick and a surface to strike a fire
at the end, everyone knows that every person that walk on the street, standing outside the stores, sitting in front of a computer want to fall in love, a love that is real and sincere
however there is the existence of being selfish
who wants to give, all want to receive
a universal agreement that love is a commitment and a choice
what I despise to hear, a game
Dear Jesus,only You are the author of unconditional love
all give, all sharing, all loving
always falling in love with us for who we are till we return to love u
and Your love will always be, loving me
Posted on Friday, January 14 2011.

two but one

could your heart be in two but one
to decipher two from one 
is a number and spatial matter
what if i wanted my two to be in one
but this two but one world is taking
one day at a time
telling the passers by 
i have two but in one
would you understand my two 
having two world in one heart
give me the power to move the plates of the earth
give me the power to be where
anywhere
in my two but one world
-michychan
Posted on Wednesday, February 22 2012.

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

My Once More

Oregon
Portland Eugene
I'm taking it all in
What made me in my time in America
trees will shed and new leaves will grow
the rain would fall and the sun will soak up the rain
the flowers will bloom and then fall
however, one that grew and set root in my heart
and create in me a world 
a world that will exist and one that I feel am most blessed to have exist
are every person I connected with
learning who they are, their culture, their uniqueness  and their diversity
so much has my heart and mind open
I feel that my very soul has turned from a faded portrait to one painted over with 
vibrance of colour and reason to life.

one of the many things I will miss...
my dear Mika, one who instantly puts the smile on my face and makes me laugh
taught me true compassion that puts my contentment and ignorance to shame


There's really no other like Mika, really special


Who could guess my Hong Kie friend here who happen to be one of the first few friends I truly connected with of whom we do share the same values. It was a blessing to find that commonality.
 aha.. and at the last moment I meet Singaporians. This one here is dear to me, wish time was mine to have I would love to know her more and develop a friendship that I had with the rest.

Here my latino friend, a sublime to my heart. Made me feel loved and a true friend indeed. You know she's got your back.

I had a Eugene bucket list and this is the highest ranked, CAMPING + WALL CLIMBING
Thank you Julia!!! She made it happen.
I was camping in the end of fall and beginning of winter, you may think what in the world I'm doing right.... its called desperate.

Starry clear sky night. 







I say that I was SUPER SCARED when I climb this rock, SMIth Rock.
Thought I was going to die or something. It is NOTHING like the indoor climbing gym. NOTHING.
YOu can't see the next choice of rock ahead of you. You only have tiny little parts of the rock jutting out for you to step on and put your WHOLE weight on to trust it and climb up.
Whenever I said that I don't know where to go or what to do Julia would say
UP
What a good way to see life also, if you don't know where to go and what to do
and you're really scared 
move forward because there it is the ultimate destination forward ahead.

Portland. My first stop before my life in America begin for school and a chapter here.
I got myself a buddy to teman me :) and tick off my 'Once More' in Portland checklist.

One more time a picture of my on Hawthorne bridge, this time in fall and night time.


Once more in Jimmy Maks, the jazz club that makes my heart jump every second for the love of music I have and taken into my longing for its beauty of melody and rhythm .
the drive to Multnomah Fall 
is the most beautiful and breathtaking ride I'd ever had. 
the colour of fall could never display itself any richer to bring us to awe of how incredible God as an artist. My uncle Wil said that each tree has its own character. Could imagine the more than a million tree with its own character?
Wow, how much more could you imagine God would have put in creating us, each with one's own character.






Hope I'll see you again Portland. Oregon